You're it. I left myself on for the time being. Right now I'm working a lot on carving wood, sharpening blades, and writing notes on that thing which borders on philosophy, psychology and sociology which has occupied me on and off for years. I know I'm writing poetry, too, but it gets written and shelved. Bear in mind I moved after living in the same place for close to ten years, and that I've historically found moving traumatic (ironic in light of having been a military dependent, perhaps). It has to do quite literally with a sense of place. Add in too that with the rent paid (social security) there's more opportunity to spend money on gas, as in visiting--this is a rural valley, still, in many respects.
I'm going into detail because this should allow you to understand that I'm still available as a source. I'm just not currently dependable. Part of this too is stress because I need to take someone to (small claims) court and I have to start my claim against the VA,which involves PTSD and thus involves PTSD, if you take my meaning...I don't deal with stress well (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder) and this will involve a great deal of stress. So in some respects the light's on but no one there to answer the door. I apologize, and it's beyond my control.